grown man

Here I am, 36 years old, drinking pisco/ginger ale cocktails followed by beer, learning to play TV Party, Rise Above, and Institutionalized. Here I am, young(ish) professional, drinkin and rockin in my relatively suburban too expensive home, listening and learning the songs from my youth about how much I hated young suburban professionals. And yet, here I am, here we are, and ... fuck all. I like it. I guess I'm still waiting to grow up, but with age and wisdom experience, I wonder whether "growing up" ever really happens to anybody. TV Party is a great song. Period.

"wait, what are you trying to say? I'M crazy? When I went to YOUR schools, I went to YOUR churches, I went to YOUR institutional learning facilities?! ... doesn't matter I'll probably get hit by a car anyway."

Oh and Repo Man is probably the best ever movie soundtrack.